no particular reason

asal online je sakit hati. x paham btol la.
whyy mummy, whyy ?? :'(

abu, i need you. we need you. btolkn jiwa ktorg nih. penat lah pikir bnde nih. dose ke?
heshh.. SERIOUSLY, WE NEED YOUR HELP WAHAI ABU BAKAR. GUIDE US PLEASE



*oh btw, thx haziq for the song last night. wlupun aku x dga sgt ape kau nynyi, tpi bunyi gitar tu dah ckup. boleh la buat album haha. thx :)

pengalaman mase muda.. kan kan ? :P

hari ini dlm sejarah. mwahaha benci lah deyy ayat tuu -.-

okay, today lpas bengkel bio habes pkul 11, me, tasha n shiqah pegi mid. nk jln2 release tensyen. ecehh padahal.. :P and then about 12+ klua rumah, keja bas jerit2 "eh bas bas!" tpi still x stop gak. tah dah sebulan driver bas tu x korek telinge kott -.-
tambah tolak fraction subsitution elimination differentiation integration *okay sori terpoyo* , dlam pkul 2 kami smpai mid dgn sihat nye. lpastu jumpe pais kat situ, and text elina tanye die kat ne. igt na join tpi x jadi coz dorg nk g smayang.
so, four of us pegi la tempat cinema tu nk tgok cite ape ade. nk beli tiket awal2. so, me n shiqah tinggalkn pais n tasha kat cinema tu. soh dorg belikn tiket. ktorg nk pegi SEMBAHYANG ZOHOR. ulang suare, SEMBAHYANG ZOHOR. pada hari jumaat. diulangi
lagi, HARI JUMAAT, haha :D okay sori2 :P
so the climax pun stat. eh climax kan yg before peleraian tu? ahh whatever lah.
me n shiqah masuk surau kat mid tu yg dlm jusco. kitorg dgn bijak pndainye pegi tinggal beg dkat tepi dinding mcm tu je tdedah. kami dgn innocentnye pegi la mnunaikn kewajipan. lpas hbes tu, i nk pegi carik beg kan. BUT THE BAG WASNT THERE. mse tu ktorg da cuak mcm ape spm pun x secuak tu. so, ktorg gi kat tasha n told her the 'good' news. and tasha pun cuak gile smpai......ado ah! :)

so, wayang CANCEL! mkan CANCEL! carik beg skang gak. da ptah balek kat surau tu pun x jmpe gak beg tu. huhu. BODO LA GI CURIK BEG ORG KNAPE?! TAW LA BEG TU LAWA, TAPI X YAH AH CURIK. SURAU KAN SUCI TMPAT ORG BERIBADAH. CILAKAK BTOL.

and then kami pegi buat repot polis.. huaarrghh first time kot buat repot polis. no2, first time MASUK balai polis :)
repot merepot punye lah lame. nseb baek abg tu comel ;)



so now, kami ni setaraf lah dengan pndatang hram tanpa izin nih-.- takde ic mcm indon.

after repot, MAKAANN TIMEE! thx shiqah, naqib blnje mkn pizza :) kenyang3 :)

oh yeah, tambang balik cukup2 je. mwehehe. klau tak tido mid la jwbnye. smpai rumah, trus siap2 pegi tusyen. haih. takpe2, kami plajar cemerlang :P

tu je la. jauh pjalanan, luas pgalaman hehe. kan ? :P





ic kitorang hebat. tak mcm korang. gahaha :D

the FAREWELL

syafiq kene pindah pegi pahang dahh this month. kurang la sorg lagi member. syafiq, kang kau pegi same nk aja maen gitar? spe yg aku nk tnye psl homework? sape nk pegi ULBS dulu before aku? and bile kau takde, nti aku jdi org first la dlm namelist class. kau x kesian ke weh?? hahaha.

back to the point, umm so kami pun buat lah farewell utk syafiq dkt almnda. eventhough x rmai yg dtg, tpi kami smue syg syafiq kan ? :) dkat almnda, ksucian ku tercalar :P aimad la ni! pakse ktorg pegi karaoke. mcm bapak ayam hah seret 5 pmpuan msuk bilik gelap :DD so, nyanyi3, pcah2 suare, jadi taylor swift, and then klua tmpt karaoke. selesai tggungjwab. haaa mrepek.
and then kami pegi makan whoo! klau pegi scret recipe, try la mkn macaroni cheese die. Yummy!
siap smue2 tu, we the girls pergi shopping la kan ape lagi. i just beli 1 jam tgn, and hair clip je kot. yeah2 saving2. sbb da kne blnje org mkn kann -.-

about 5 pm, kami balik. paan pulak x ckp awal2 korg nk dtg almnda. klau tak boleh jumpe en. org ajak tak pegi, amal ajak trus pegi en. hessyyy -.-

so tu je lah what we did on that day. not much tpi trase penat :)

saje nk tulis.. -.-

so, ini lame punye story :)
last thursday(21.01) skolah ade buat cross country. so skip lah segale details yg ade, but at the end of the day, kami 3 sekawan dpt medal :) pelari terhebat kaann.. HAHA okay poyo. I dpt no 20, tasha 16, shiqahh........... 1 -.- OKAY LAH, POWER LAAA.. hesyy asal die lalu je, org pggil champion. nyampah taw. HAHA.

and the next day, skolah seperti biase. SAYANG PUAN NOORIZAN. LAEN KALI APE2 HAL TAK PAYAH JE BGI CUTI. MURID PENAT, MMG BEST KAN? -.-'
takpe2, nseb baek bdk jln 4 kuat smgt, zahir serta batin :) walaupun kite turun tangge tekangkang2 mcm penguin, blaja tetap blaja kann :') * :DD *

E X H A U S T E D

spe ade skru lebih? nk pasang balik kaki. dah longgar. huahuahua. ok sori x lawak, x payah gelak -.-
so, tdi skola buat mrntas desa. whoaa pnat woo.. at first, KONON berazam lah tanak jalan walau ape skali pun. nk lari non stop. so, lari joging lari joging lari joging sampaaaiii dkat nk klua bangi pdane. lagi bpe km je nk smpai skolah balek. TAPI tjumpe lak tikah tu. tgok die jln mcm bestt jee haha so jln la kjp ngn die. esh3 pmbunuh smgt btol :P tanak cite pjg2, n then lari2 lah smpai skolah.
last2, dpt no 20 out of 20. grrr bru je nk smgt dpt top 10 -.-

about 12.30, nk balik rumah dah tpi tbe2 ckgu suruh pegi msuk kelas sbb ade nazir. NGOK . nazir tu pun satu. takde mase lain ke nk dtg. eeee! msuk kelas, dga pn nazilah ckp2, tbe2 ttdo :D bangun2 tgok die x hbes ckp lagi. isshh. last2 dpt gak balik pkul 1.

jlan balik rumah, pikir nk tidooooo, tbe2 tsrmpak ngn paan. merayau je ennn -.- n then smpai rumah, trus me n shiqah tido smpai pkul 2.30. mandi makan, nthen tdo lagi smpaai 5.23. shiqah lak bgun kol 6.30 kot :P sumpah penah mcm ape.

hey susah sgt je skola jln 4 nk bagi cuti? ee da taw mrentas desa tu, bagi la cuti. ni tak. dera emosi bdk, cne bdk nk cemrlang ? =.=

yaahh thts all. so long. bye2!

energy booster needed

yesterday was a day to remember. i guess. byk hal jadi...! tnsyen ade penat ade sedih ade happy ade. tnsyen punye pasal, jrawat makin byk -.- about 7.30 am, shiqah call. kacau org tido je taw kaann. then nk tanak, kne la jugak bgon coz die suruh bangun. eyyy nseb baik kau kwn aku :D mandi2, n then pegi skolah dlm pkul 8.30 coz ade gotong royong kelas, nk lawa kn klas.
smpai2 je trus lemah smgt. pagi2 dah hampir2 kene heart attacked. shiqah la ni. smbunyik kat tepi dinding n pegi "BAHH!" kat org . tkejut nk mati :O lpstu kami lap2 tgkap klas yg dah brhabuk 1 kaki 5 inci tu, lap cat ttumpah kat lantai, kacau org cat kelas n lap meje. sumpah penat. just imagine, kami lap the whole lantai kelas gune kain basah, dgn scrub cat dah kering ats lantai lagi.. ee mcm cinderella kn sha ? :)
kite tnggu prince kite x datang2 :P

slesai bnde2 tu, me,shiqah n tasha pegi klua mkn jap sbb perut dah lapar sgt. jumpe kakak ex-jess keje kat kdai kek tu. da la xtaw name n harge kek. eiii. nseb baik sme skolah. so, ktorg just beli roti n mkn kat taman. yelah, org kurus2 mmg x mkn banyaakk :)

and dkat taman, i did something pretty terrible. breaking someone's heart is HORRIBLE. tpi nk tanak, i had to do it for our own good. sorry A. for messing up your day. and sorry sbb smpai skrg, A still sedih kan? sorrryyyy!

and then, da knyang, kami pegi balik skolah, tolong2 ape yg patut. ckgu mintak tolong pergi bintang beli blind utk klas. so, me, tasha n naziff tumpang meme, membe tasha. thank you for your help. we really do appreciate it :)

setel bnde2 tu, me n tasha balik rumah sbb dah pkul 3. whoaa dekat 7 jam bkerje keras . bangge lah sikitt :D ckgu smgt2 je nk kelas menang kelas terceria tpi kalau menang pun dpt piala je -.- that piala bukn hak milik kekal pun. pnat2 je jadi cinderella.

haihh da la exhausted gile babun, tmbah2 lak dgn problem personal tu. x leh lagi tensyen ke? luckily, ade org tu contact balik lps one day x nk cntct. x paham betul laa. lpas mandi tu, tdo la mcm biase. bgun2 da pkul 6. n then malam nye pulak umi kate nk pegi rumah uncle. erghh.. energy needed energy needed help help.

about 11.50 pm, ktorg balik rumah. smpai2, i trus tdo smpai pukul 1+. few minutes later, pacik call. mcm biasee :P borak2 smpai pukul 4 i think, lpstu bru lah tdo yg btol2 tdo.
yeaaa, at least i have something to write about rite? hehe.

thats all. bye2 :)

troubleshooter :)

*tweet tweet* gaaahh! peng peng! ting ting! ding dong! yeaahhh!
well , i spurted it out. at last. for the first time. dekat adi. great bro great bro :)
that nite, mase my mom, dad n afiq dah tetido (on the same couch. just imagine -.- ) i naek atas tgok my bro maen GTA. maseh x paham ape yg best sgt ngn game tu. asyek menembak, drive, mnembak, drive. heshh. lpstu die nmpk i stood there buat muke, die ckp "cptlah, ape kau nk cite kat abg haritu? " warghh segan nyeee. then i was like " nanti2 lah. esok2. kau tgah maen game ni kaann".

"xde2, cpt cite"
" alaa esok lah bang. da malam laahh.cite die panjaaangg"
"esok abang keje pagi laah. kau lak skolah"
"alaa kau balek kol bpe?"
"tah laa mlm kot. cite jelaahh"

then, die parking kete GTA die tu sbelah tiang lampu, n then die pause game. "haa siape?"

"siape apee?"
"eleehh (buat muke buat mukeee)"

"hmm mne nk stat eh. mcmni......."

then i cite segale yg i nk cite kat die. u know, kalau teens cite psl ape jee.. opposite sex la kan. n then i btaw die segale dilema2, confusion, guiltiness, and segale bnde tu lah. lpstu die bagi nasihat. sekali je die ckp. then i was convinced. da taw da ape nk buat. the only word yg die ckp yg still terngiang2 lagi is

"kau jgn pikir nk jge hati org je. hati kau spe nk jage?"

hmm he was right. i always told the same thing to my besties tpi tgok skrg, ckp x serupe bikin :(
and then someone ade ckap,

"make the greatest choice for you aimi. u just have to push ur self n never looks back "

gaahh ayat tu smpai skrg mlekat dlm kpale, hati, jiwe rage -.- THANX to this person, i manage to be braver from time to time :)

so now, i'm waiting for the right time to fix all these things yg da ganggu gugat kpale minda fikiran, smue lah. nk stadi exam pun susah taw grrr.

the only problem here is mcmne nk ckp dkt die? pnat dah pikir ayat paling baik tpi x jumpe2. tanak bmusuh, tanak gadoh, tanak sdeh2. just nk everything goes smoothly as i wish.

and finally, THANX A LOT dkt korg yg dah tolong aimi yg byk mslh ni ): u know who u are :)